much as i resolved to only mention it once,and once only,i think it's time to set the record straight.
so here goes.
Ps: i was in ur acct..some guy left some stupid msg again..deleted for u, if u wanna read go chk ur mail..shld be there..just ignore tt slut la..let them say what they want..if they think sue is so dumb n ugly , tt whore is just sore..shes jealous Sue has ur love ..something tt fucking fugly bitch wants but will never get in her life...=P
i want it too leh..hehehe
b4 u start to blast me on what rights i have to call u a fugly bitch..lemme tell u..i probably have a fuller chest den u, a nicer ass..a much prettier face.. unlike some fugly skinnny bean pole whore my dear bestfriend was soo FUCKING STUPID to date last yr...n im not from some stupid fuckin minah sch like dunman sec..so shut ur mouth...point 1.
tt whore is just sore..shes jealous Sue has ur love ..something tt fucking fugly bitch wants but will never get in her life...=Pto be honest, yes perhaps at first i was jealous. but it's dissolved, and it's now given to this air of laissez-fair-ness. although i'm really disappointed to say his taste has degraded to the point of no salvation. if he chose someone that was remotely hot or at least had some brains, i'd actually be genuinely happy for him. question here is : why would i want jingwen's love? it is not my style to compare boyfriends, because i believe each one's unique and different. but, in which way is ashley not better than jingwen? perhaps you could give me the answer, although i think none exists. to put it succinctly, what sue has, is my second-hand trash. although presented in a rather ugly manner, it is a fact that we dated, and we are both now dunzo. i already had him, so how is it possible i will never get him in my life? for us to be dunzo-obviously i will never want him again. so if sue wants him, by all means, go ahead. i've already had my share, and it was more than enough a share for the rest of my life. after all, i already own something from him that none of you will ever get.although i'd really much rather do without it. sore, me? please.
point 2.
b4 u start to blast me on what rights i have to call u a fugly bitch..why would you ever think my friends or i would blast you for calling me a fugly bitch? to each his own.
point 3.
lemme tell u..i probably have a fuller chest den u, a nicer ass..a much prettier face..why are you so insecure that you have to assert your superiority over me? it's fine and dandy that you have a fuller chest,a nicer ass and a much prettier face than me. but you never hear me saying that i'm oodles better than lady love, although i may profess that i don't think she's much of a looker. i never asked you for proof that you're physically better than me anyhow. the fact that you need to rattle on about how much hotter you are just shows how insecure you are with yourself. and like you said, you're only
probably physically superior to me. but i really don't think so. why not post your picture, a full-sized one really huge on his blog so i'll admit defeat? and it's odd that you, miss i-think-i'm-so-damn-fine,are not strutting your stuff on the catwalk. although i don't think you'll ever get a chance since you don't have a nice attitude and you're fat to begin with. you saw it right. fuller chest, nicer ass means that you can't fit into designer's clothes. which by standards,means that you're fat. perhaps you'd like the number of my trainer?
point 4.
unlike some fugly skinnny bean pole whore my dear bestfriend was soo FUCKING STUPID to date last yr.right back at you. i was equally FUCKING STUPID to date your best friend. and of course, to also take his shit, along with his family's shit. i got treated like dirt. but i don't think he can dare say that he got treated like dirt by me nor my family. at least i come from a family that knows something called respect. and my dear, skinny is always a good thing as opposed to being fat. anorexia is hot. paris hilton and lindsay lohan wear tees that say "skinny bitch" and "don't hate me cos' im skinny". you look much better on camera, and clothes hang well on you. fat is hot too, if you count the biggest loser and villa wellness as to-die-for trends. but you never see designers rolling out shirts that say "love me, i'm FAT!" or people gorging themselves to be fat. skinny is hot. trust me on that.of course i work to be skinny. and if it peeves you, i'm trying to lose even more weight. it's tough work being skinny. i hit the gym,i workout once i wake up before eating anything to burn maximum calories,i kickbox,i swim,i play tennis, i diet-i do everything that spells pain. fat just shows you have no discipline, which isn't hard to achieve.
point 5.
im not from some stupid fuckin minah sch like dunman seci totally agree with you on that. much as i profess to hate dunman, it pales in comparison to sfms. which unfortunately is also jingwen's school. that makes him equally shitty. anyway, you're indirectly laughing at your own friend, since he scored lower marks than me in PSLE and the O levels. so despite my school, at least i still had more academic brains as compared to your good friend. and yes i had the choice to go to schools like crescent girls. but i didn't. so even though i come from dunman sec, it isn't a totally bad thing since i had adequate brains to start with. and it's not like bad things came from there-i met really good friends. unlike sfms, where nothing good came out of it, just like jingwen and me-cept for the coach bag and makeup which have been flung to some deep corner in the closet. and poor you, your school produced really bad stuff-namely, you. and for all my bimbotic behaviour, at least i have early acceptance into 4 universities. of course, the university that i chose made a condition that i pass the german exams before commencing courses-which isn't a very difficult thing for me to do. but you? i daresay you probably haven't been extended a place in any university. and neither has jingwen. so work hard really. aza aza yeah?
point 6.
shut ur mouth.it's my mouth, and i'll do as i please thank you very much. although i'd really wouldn't risk my chanel gloss slipping off just to insult you or your good friend. you really do think too highly of yourself.
from the person in question's blog.
point 1.
..u are the one who came here all of a sudden accusin me of stuff..i don't take responsibility for other anonymous tags. i only tagged the two mentioned in my earlier entry. and the rest, have nothing to do with me. at least i had the guts to admit it was me. so if i tagged anything else, i'd just admit it was me anyway. so please, check the user's ip addresses first before accusing me for all anonymous tags. and since you must know, i tagged nice stuff too-does que sera sera, sound familiar to you? i'm not all full of vile bitchiness and anger you know.
point 2
... recall the lies u or friend told ven n jenna..ask ur self whether they were true..dont flatter urself man..claimin i did all those things for u....i never told jenna anything. actually, i even covered up for you. and i lied to her for you. much as you think i'd be ecstatic to break you and jenna up, i'm not that kind of a person. and i did hope you two would be happy together. whatever went wrong, lies told, isn't my fault. whatever stories you heard may not necessarily be true. just like what i've heard about you. whatever i've said, if it hurt you or anyone else in any way, i am sorry. but i have never lied, and i have never intentionally tried to hurt you or anyone else for that matter. perhaps stories get twisted. i'd think you knew me better than that. apparently not.
point 3.
best part was when u juz called me about the me winning a bet from kx to buy jenna da ipod.i don't remember ever calling you. actually, i'm quite sure i didn't. remind me again, when? i think i spent so much time with friends after we split, that no one would have allowed me to do anything stupid like that anyway.
foolish as i am, i still choose to remember us as something beautiful. and i do hope that everyone would cease commenting, judging on the relationship and whatever happened after because none of you know the true story, and i highly doubt the both of us even know what happened exactly either. but whatever happened, if i hurt anyone, i'm sorry, and it wasn't intentional. but it's been over for so long, and i hope it will just stay as it is, a memory, and no bad blood should remain.
cherry:
Man, it's difficult to differentiate between lardass here & the rest of his cockamamie friends. It's true what they say: birds of a feather flock together. One's grammar is just as bad as the other's.
And since when did it become wrong to have an opinion? Just like a lot of people we know think dear mr. keejingwen here is fugly & fat, it's an opinion. Maybe for every hundred people who find jw disgusting, there's a deluded one who thinks he's hot *retches* ? It's just an opinion, really. You think Danni's an ugly slut, she thinks you're a brainless piece of shit (as do I). Opinions, opinions. No one's stopping you from having an opinion. So why is it that when someone makes a negative comment about his darling aunty sue, he / she has to be sore? Why? You are the government, is it? Want to control people's views ah? Dream on!
And please. Check out the meaning of "whore" before you use it. It means "prostitute" & unless you have proof that Danni sleeps around for money, be more careful with your choice of words. And she wants jingwen's love?!! Hah! What a joke. Look, she has someone new & MUCH better. Stop kissing jingwen's ass lah. She wants his love...haha! Besides, is jingwen even CAPABLE of true love? I doubt it.
And who said that you have no right to call Danni a fugly bitch? By all means, go ahead! I'm all for freedom of speech. But so what if you have a fuller chest & ass than her? Doesn't automatically mean you look any better. For all we know, you're probably like jingwen - OBESE. Fat people usually have bigger body parts than thin ones. And since you are so intent on carrying his balls (I'm assuming he actually has them), I certainly cannot be sure of how good you look. I mean, hotties don't actually want to hang out with someone that ugly & stupid, do they?
Oh...so dunman is a "stupid minah school", eh? Yes, it's definitely a lousy school. But it's not as if sfms is great either. Too bad, Danni made the wrong choice because sfms turned out like SHIT. Reminds me of dunman, really. And you racist har? Don't like Malay girls, is it? Tsk tsk...I wonder if the gahmen is aware of the rise of racist shits like you in s'pore. Sorry ah, sometimes I use singlish so stupid people like you can understand.
I think you're indirectly insulting jingwen there...for those who don't know, his psle score was just 230, lower than Danni's. So if you say that she's stupid, then what is jingwen? Retarded? Actually, he is lah. And so are you. And if you think I'm lying about it, I dare him to show his psle certificate to everyone. Idiots.
And jingwen, don't think that just because you are from some fancy pansy private school, you have the right to call neighborhood school students stupid. The only thing you have that these kids don't is money, which you don't deserve anyway, since you lack, style, taste & the sense to use that money to go for corrective surgery. Besides, sas very good meh? Good, my foot!
Seriously.
YOU HAVE OUT-FUGGED YOURSELVES.
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
[`11:58 PM]
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i admit it.i totally admit it. i don't care if you happen to read this, or others read it.
so i tagged your blog today. not out of viciousness,nor out of spitefulness. rather, out of pure annoyance and disgust.
god your english sucks.
apparently you've learnt nothing.
what happened to your faith in the catholic church?
i see you have yet to pray for brains so you can begin life properly as a human being as opposed to being a lump of lard.
and it's quite shocking actually that despite your love in question is equally stupid and fugly as you, you have been unable to capture her heart completely.
hello?
time for you to trip down wit ya homies and ask why god forsook you.
oh yes before i forget.
to clear a misunderstanding up, no thanks to your bad english-my friend is not a supporter of chelsea.
she is just quoting what has been tagged in her blog.
and perhaps it would do you some good to stop copying the "coolest" and "hippest" slangs used.
because you use it in the wrong context, and combined with the lack of understanding of the english language, it only serves to prove that you genuinely have a lack of brains and you're just another "try-hard".
"fuck abramovich" isn't the mark of a true manchester united supporter. you're just imitating trends, and you're making yourself look like a total sore loser.
it's high time you shook yourself up and allow your intellectual and emotional capabilities match up with your numeric age.
and to put it directly, you will never be part of the "cool" crowd-you're just one who'll always be looking from the outside, but never invited in.so really, just stop trying so hard.
you have nothing to your name-no looks, brains,charm,wit,money. and may i also mention that you have absolutely zero compassion,empathy,and respect for others.
perhaps it's time you look at yourself before lamenting about the unfairness of life?
you are damn right. you don't deserve anything good in life- not that i see you have anything good anyway. harsh as i sound, these are my sentiments exactly. it is rare that i lambast someone directly,nor to friends. even so, i tend to use words that do not deal such a strong blow. but today, it struck a nerve within me. even though i've been keeping silent for days and cocking up excuses to friends for your retarded and immature behaviour, something within me snapped today. and all of me knows you'll never heed anyone's advice to heart, but half of me wishes that perhaps something,someone,can someday shake you up enough to actually make you who i believed you to be.
there's alot more i could say, but things never change. mean words should be kept to a minumum, and holding my tongue is something i've learnt this year.
you have nothing to your name-no looks, brains,charm,wit,money. and may i also mention that you have absolutely zero compassion,empathy,and respect for others.there was one line i wanted to add-pity i didn't see it sooner. but like ashley says, there's a silver and pink ( our little joke) lining to this cloud-i didn't get stuck to you for too long of a time, it wasn't for life, although i was ready for that. and thanks to you, i found the
perfect guy. someone that all my friends approve and are envious of. unlike you, where all my friends were thoroughly appalled,disgusted and shocked by my choice of a partner.
you taught me many lessons. and one of which, was to always,always heed the advice of loved ones around you. a quality that ironically you do not possess.
i mean every single word i said, and i'm not regretful for it. perhaps there'll be repercussions for whatever i've said,consequences that although not difficult,mean alot to me. but to speak my mind freely and to unlock the emotional chains that have bounded me for so long, i'll live by it.
anyhow. to add to my list of wants now, i want to buy a lanvin or chloe gown. for no apparent reason, just that they're pretty. i'm really good at buying pretty things that i have no use for. and fur coat shopping after A's- i need about 4-5 of them. and of course,not forgetting the corset top. major shopping needs to be done after the A's-from singaporean canned food to winter clothes in preparation for my move. perhaps i'll just head to tokyo for the clothes shopping after all.
P.S does anyone know of any good cargo services? need to ship my spring/summer clothes over as well. my luggage of winter clothes should come up to approximately 80 kg at least. summer clothes should be a little more. sheesh. shipping costs will prove me a bankrupt for months. haha.
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
[`4:47 AM]
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
so it has been 6 months on.happy 6th month darling! everything i could say, i've said over the phone. love always. ibi fides ubi amor.
spent the day with glitter dusted hair,glowing rosy cheeks,sparkly metallic-shaded eyes and boudoir curls. forgot to charge the camera's batteries unfortunately. absolutely tempted to get a blood-red corset top to pair with jeans. shall find one soon.
spent some time saving this cute husky and shnauzer that ran amok. poor things were running all about,dogs gone wild. no one was able to capture them, and with the help of the irresistable doobie we managed to capture the both of them in time. but not before getting the schnauzer over-excited, with it eager to get close to doobie and leaping into the pool in attempts to take a short-cut. needless to say, i fished it out of the water, with it being all wet and happy.
dad: you want to go to china with me?
me: don't want.
dad: you want to go bangkok then?
me: don't want.
dad: hong kong?
me: don't want.
mom: you want to go taipei?
me: don't want.
mom: you want to go korea?
me: don't want.
mom: bangkok?
me: don't want.
mom: japan? tokyo?
me: don't want.
for the oddest reason i have no wish to travel anywhere, although i'd usually give an arm and a leg to take a trip anywhere. this holiday, i'd like to stay put at home, sit on my fatass and munch popcorn and catch up on bimbo chick-flicks. although i'm honestly really rather tempted to go to tokyo-abercrombie,hollister,kitson,jesus diamante,samantha thavasa-they have the most gorgeous stuff there. perhaps.
for now, i'm just left in wanting of a gorgeous,dangerous,sexy lacy blood red corset top.
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
[`8:19 AM]
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Friday, November 04, 2005
There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such troubled timesso as i was saying, i've decided to forgo the pink razr in light of the latest sidekick unveiled-the juicy couture edition.
it looks rather game console like actually. but anyhow, i like it's functions and the fact that's it's superbly unique. and it looks rather plain though it's pink. perhaps i'll get it swarovski encrusted with different shades of pink and white.
the cases for the sidekick! another pluspoint.
pretty. i love it!
and the phone charms!
i love charms. they're the cutest things ever.
you can get it from the states, t-mobile. it's rather cheap actually, it retails for about 900SGD. i love it! definitely getting it. i think the only problem i'll have is the e-mail part. but we'll work it out.
i was thinking about how some people would go to lengths to do favours for me today. and i think i owe KM a big thank you. many times i thought we both couldn't stand each other, or rather, i couldn't stand him, especially after he ruffled my hair in a display of affection. and perhaps cos we were never close to begin with, i never talked to him, never had anything to say to him. but despite that, he's been really good to me. dad says he's always adored me, from a gurgling infant till now. anyhow i'll buy him lunch at equinox sometime. and a big shoutout:
I LOVE YOU! i really do appreciate all you've done. much love.
leanne: hello! ok! but those clothes i recently showed are not from esprit! but i heard they have really nice stuff again, we must go out soon!
passerby: i don't do anything to my hair. it's just wash and towel-dry. i blow-dry to tame the flip outs when i'm going out though. i currently alternate between tigi's bedhead and catwalk shampoo-just a lil bit gives u loads of lather and i love bubbles everywhere especially on my head, and it smells really good. currently my hair smells like grape smoothie-it's the catwalk one. the bedhead one gives citrus-smelling locks. i have a few hairstylists that i go to-i believe everyone should have a few at their disposal instead of sticking to 1-each hairstylist have their own styles and strengths. for just a quick trim i go to alika, but unfortunately most of the time i like changes in my hairstyles, which kevin does to perfection. kevin's a tad more expensive than other hairstylists, but i guess you pay for quality. he's an appointment-only hairstylist btw. currently i haven't visited any stylist in months-i used to trim my hair every 3 weeks for no good reason, out of boredom, cos i've decided to leave it long and straight, so it's fuss-free and requires less trimming because it'll be too tedious to get haircuts in vienna. to deal with flipouts at home i tie my hair up into a bun or double ponytails. and i use this green tea leave-in moisturiser that was recommended by kevin-i think it's only sold at his place.
And i believe in my life i will see
An end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
[`7:36 AM]
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
so the phone started ringing like a fire alarm gone wonky and i drowsily answered the phone in german today.
me: grub gott?
other end: -crazy music blasting- CHEERIOS MATEY!
me: -blinks- eh? bitte, sprechen Sie langsamer?
other end: what?
me: ich sprechen nur ein birchen deutsch...sprechen Sie englisch?
other end: hoi speak english!
me: -bolts upright in bed- who the fuck is this? HELLO I AM SLEEPING. call back later.
other end: WAIT WAIT! it's me!
me: who's me?
other end: lionel...what in the queen's name are you doing bitch?
me: i'm sleeping! -lets out strangled scream- where are you? bloody hell of a noisy place!
lionel: i'm at chinawhite!
me: eh? chinawhite? anti-thesis of chinablack?
lionel: no..i'm in london! -roars from behind erupt-
me: alright don't get wasted. what are you doing in london?!
lionel: i don't know man, partying? oy mate i called to tell you i'm applying for australia! it's confirmed!
me: what the bloody fuck?! australia's tres passe! and the lads are so fit but indefinitely a snore! nooo! stay in UK! do your master's in UK! aussie's like the other end of the world!
lionel: i can't! family wants me nearer to home and i've spent awhile in england studying already! i'm going uni sydney btw! when are you coming up to UK?
me: not anytime soon,march i think? i need to get settled in vienna first and cock up some bull excuse to take some time off german class! and im going to salzburg first before taking a connecting flight up!
lionel: i'll meet you here in march then i'll fly up from down under! and girl, the lads here are super F-I-T. tigertiger in march?
me: dude my boyfriend's in london. i should know. yup tigertiger in march then! i'll call you when i'm going up. or you wanna meet in rome? ayee we decide then! AUSTRALIA. pooh!
lionel: i love the seclusion of the uni life! fun people love aussie bitch! and you can always bunk in as usual like you love to. alright stay fetch!
count on lionel to always say i'm the one who surprises. dont go to australia pretty please with rainbow sprinkles,chocolate chips,oreos and marshmallows on top? it won't be the same each time i go up since you won't be there! and tigertiger won't be the same. and who's going to help me with shopping at h&m?
illyssia: i noticed your friends called you danni!
me: yah that's my nickname.
illyssia: sisterrrrr. my ex's name is dani, my german teacher's name is dani-el, and our landlord's name is daniella.
me: wahahaha! i am telling you, you are destined to be with all of us with variations of daniel!
i hope sis's doing good in frankfurt! im sorry we can't go diving in tioman. we'll do something more crazy in salzburg ok! like, climbing the hills a la julie andrews and singing the hills are alive! my first and foremost wish in salzburg!
the house party's still going on. i'm hoping it'll end soon. too many people in the house makes danni a disgruntled girl. very apparent from the way she's blogging.
off to study german. it's the most difficult language ever, i swear. so many forms of grammar, it's worse than englisch. but i have to pass the dietch in september so i don't have a choice.
much love.
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
[`4:37 AM]
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
so here i am, 1 month into my 18th year.
I MISS LILA SIM.i miss the days in vegas when our parents would all go out in the SUV, driving wildly, or else it'd be parents night and so the two of us would get locked up in the room together, with uncle pete next door watching out for us. and we've be stuck with paper trays of mcdonald's nuggets and OJ, munching and watching telly, and agreeing that mac's in singapore tastes way better. fast forward a few years, and i realise i haven't spoken to her in a long while.
point is, i'm very dependent after all.
my roomie has to buy my bed for me. she went back to vienna today to do up the spotlights in our walk-in closet, which is actually the corridor, and buy my bed.we spent the whole night talking on the phone in english,chinese and german, talking about everything under the sun. and it's been agreed that we can both stand nudity since we might change together, and that i'll buy the groceries and she cooks. and we will have pastry every morning for breakfast at some patisserie, and that there will be no fish or seafood, and everything's organic cos's she rather sensitive to food. i can't wait for my pala schinka. i love pala schinka. it's uber uber yummy. and chocolate torte. but pizza and bratwursts are the main junk foods there, so i'll learn to love them even more. illyssia's totally like the big sister i never had, and she even calls me lil sis. we're going to share clothes, since we wear the same size, and she has loads of abercrombie which works for me. and we're going to travel to frankfurt together, zapf street! zapf street's so pretty during christmas. and kinder bueno there's really nice too, not the australian ones we have here. perhaps vienna wouldn't be such a dreary place after all.
to jw:
ich habe wirklich nichts, zu ihnen zu sagen, außer daß Sie sind nichts, aber ein Schabe-häßliches, ein fettes, das ekeln, smelly und ich können nicht scheinen, in der lage zusein, Sie loszuwerden, die ich Sie verabscheue, jetzt ich wirklich nicht weiß, daß was ich überhaupt in Sie kann Sie erhalten anschlug meinen Blitz sah, Schmelze in einen Blob des Schweinefetts und bilde hoffnungsvoll Ölpreise preiswerter, weil wir wirklich etwas Kraftstoff in der Welt im Augenblick benötigen und möglicherweise sollten Sie einen letzten guten Brief tun, bevor Sie in der Hölle verrotten. Oh- sind Sie ekelhaftes Stück Scheißehaß nicht das Wort gleichmäßig, das ich verwenden kann, um meine Gefühle in Richtung zu Ihnen zu beschreiben.
some things just have to be said in german.
perhaps my german isn't so bad after all. but much has to be seen.
i've decided to kick the pink razr aside for a sidekick after all. i'll post the pictures of it tomorrow!
danni's a happy happy girl today.
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danni blows a raspberry right at you.
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